Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 2:53 PM
just happen to feel like blogging before i start doing my work. The pile of homework on my desk is so much that is near impossible to finish it by today but i'll try. I think from now onwards I need start working towards A lvls. Its no joke if I want to get into the course I want. Everything has a price to pay I suppose. So this sunday is a great end to the week where there's lots of band practises. Band has become better to me, as in now I have the motivation to improve myself and work hard towards my goal.
School has kinda became a strange place to me, I need to start socialising with my class again. If not I might just lose them I guess. This cannot be allowed.
Right now I feel that there's progress and what happened yesterday night kinda scared me. Didn't expect to see her mum downstairs but lucily her mum didn't scold her. So I think it should be alright. I should stop scaring myself sometimes.haha.its bad for the heart.
So many things to do yet so little time. I hope I can just spend one entire day just talking to you and hanging out and nothing else for the day.
Oh man. I so wanna move forward.
