Saturday, May 03, 2008 @ 11:43 PM
actually I realise its much tougher then what I used to thought it would be.Right now im torn between choices.Exactly like last time.If I choose the wrong choice my life is good game already...i don't wanna go through the same experience again.
Why can't life be easier , why must there be so much process to be gone through before we come to an answer.
Is this how life works.if it is im pissed with it,always had for a matter of fact.
Band took up my whole day today.Wasn't really happy with the whole college day thing.probably because when im writing this ,im pretty pissed.
Had a fast dinner and well a wonderful subway cookie.But it doesn't taste so good now.haha.Cos somewhere somehow, something went wrong.
I have many homework too.now i remember why I hate tuitions, because they take up so much of my time that I ahrdly haf time for myself.....The world does not revolve around me but I still prefer having time for myself.
Its tough to have a student life yet wanna be free.
I why do you seem so high up and unreachable.Even though I try so hard you're still so far.A thousand millions steps to reach you.it might take me a life time.Shucks.Im getting emo again.Thats bad and I know it.
Smile for in my prayers I hope You had heard my problems.......cause im really stuck now.
